confused case

[] I have said this before and now, imma say it again. I have never felt loved by anyone the way I have felt loved by you. You have always shown me care and concern. The first time I cried when waisun was hurt, I came to you. And last Tuesday, when I saw her cry and when I held her in my arms you came into my mind. And when I heard that you were eating alone, it tore me apart. I miss you and I still care for you girl. I thought talking things out between us would work. But it didn’t. In fact, it got worse to a point where we don’t even say a ‘hi’ when we meet. And now, I am afraid to talk things out between my other friends thinking it might not work. I’m scared. I’m afraid. I’m lost. I’m just not ready to lose these friends. I really love them. I don’t them to have the wrong impression of me. But honestly speaking, if they can't accept me for who I am, is this all really worth it? K. Going of now. Crystal is asking me to sleep at 1am. Goodnight guys. Goodnight.